I’m so conflicted. I want to be more active on here again, including shooting the shit about random stuff because posting just art can get boring; but at the same time, I want my art to take center stage, and I always cringe after I post unrelated stuff because of past trauma of being made fun of.

The latter is why I made my own website, but I realized a long time ago that at the end of the day, barely anyone checks out personal sites like those in the past did. I don’t want to delete mine, but I’d like to put it on the back burner until whenever. Yet there’s the whole “indie web movement” and I feel like I’d be giving up on it.

I shouldn’t be stressed about any of this, but it’s almost 2026, and I feel like I need to settle into SOMETHING by the time the new year starts.